I had this same feeling just the other week. I wondered what I would have for dinner. Than I remembered I had a doctors appointment that afternoon. I was finally visiting the specialist to learn about a problem I have had for a long time. I'll spare you the details. Being a hypochondriac, I convinced myself at the coming horrible news. I wondered what my mental state would be? What sort of phone calls would I have to make? Would I even want to eat? Silly to think that I know what the future holds.
I read a fair amount of blogs. It amazes me how much change and transition I see people going through in a just a few short years. People move, change careers, have children. Their lives, though I am sure are full of the mundane, seem to constantly be going somewhere. My life has just been years of the exact same thing. Might be time to start embracing more of the unknown.